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First up
Apologies for the bitterness on this blog.
It’s hard to reveal your deepest brooding
When everyone thinks you are a cheerful driven adrenaline junkie
And the slightest inkling can make people scared.

14 hour shift yesterday.
Started as a mean little bitch
And you know what?
People left me alone
Nurses were less pushy
I had a bit more breathing space

It’s ironic in this society
Bad temperedness gets rewarded
Niceness is regarded as doormats

Lord it blows my mind sometimes

I haven’t decided which camp I belong to
This fine line to tread
It’s all about balance
But one so hard to find homeostasis with.

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