I feel happier today,
After I have made up my mind.

Or is it because of my latest toy?
The discovery that there are people like me out there

Or the fragile hope that is rising slowly but surely
But one that scares me at the same time.

Hope is a double edged sword
A catch 22
Can’t live without it
Die with it.

I’m curious and excited.
I need to hold back.
Or I will burn myself out.

Gonna check out the gym.
Back to solitary 8km runs on the treadmill.
Can I do it again?


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